I Wasn't Ready

It was October
When I discovered
That I had been given the gift of life
So felt the magic felt the amazement
But questioned if the timing was right
I was scared yet elated
That I had been chosen for this task
So proud I was
It was the biggest gift I ever had

But I wasn’t ready
to love you
So I had to let you go
I wasn’t ready
To love you
Yet I’ll always love you so

It was November
We decided, to let it end we made our pact
And I knew someday soon
You would come right back
So I kissed you goodbye
And they ripped you away
They said I wouldn’t feel it
But it stays with me each day

I wasn’t ready
to love you
So I had to let you go
I wasn’t ready
To love you
Yet I’ll always love you so

Your true essence
Can never be taken away
With me, with me, with me,
you always stay
I hear you when you speak
And I’m honored that you’re talking to me
I know all is fine
And you will appear again
When it is our time